So I found my thumbdrive.

Which is all good news, cause I was working on it, until somehow, the file grew corrupted.

Bloody brilliant, eh? A 100 000 words went poof, like as though it was nothing. Damn, I don't know if you can feel what I'm feeling. I feel pissed, annoyed, frustrated.

I might have given it up, seeing how unretrievable it is, until my friend suggested it was a sign that the draft sucked.

I ventured into that possibility, of course, and realised, it might be true.

So all in all, I'm working from scratch again. Hopefully it won't grow corrupted.

Alright, so my thumbdrive went MIA. I'm done with my exams, and need to start back on my life, bu my thumbdrive is MIA. So.. till then, I guess I can't really do much.

Ill be starting my exams soon. And then be done in slightly more than a months time. Im still on my daily routine of studying, cause I know this is it. This is the final round. And Im going to work hard to do great.

I feel almost on cloud nine.

Sure, i might have been home late for the past few days and missed my computer much, but i feel absolutely wonderful.

Perhaps it was because i had a nostalgic rush of Para Para Paradise and Dance Dance Revoltuion(DDR) in the arcade today, or that yesterday i attended the deviant meet. I believe its both, but more of the latter.

School ended at 3.45pm that day, and the meet was at four. I rushed from school, clearly, and looked ridiculous in my own country. After all, some girl in a school uniform from the East side came to the Central Business District and went around asking where the Merlion was. Hey. I know. Im stupid when it comes to getting around. Ive been dragged around through my whole life when Im out, courtesy of my sister, cousins and friends. It would have been a disgrace if i did not reach there.

I did, thankfully. I believe i got there within a shorter period of time than my own friends who went earlier did. Hahas. I was hungry, sweaty, thirsty and really, really tired. Nevertheless, I was happy to see the whole lot of deviants there.

So i couldnt really hear what $Spyed was really talking about. I was far behind him (and sound travels straight, doesnt U-turn to reach my pathetic little ears), and i missed much about what he said about deviantart. Who cares? I had a jar of cookies in my hands, and i took one bite of a cookie.

And the first of my friend came to me, asking for a cookie. I offered my friends of course, and some deviants at random. I baked the cookies the day before for the sole purpose of this meet. In fact, there was even this one girl who posted this tag on my cookie jar;
DARK SIDE HAZ COOKIEZ

I got to offer loads of other people, dont worry. Met some people, strange, peculiar, tall, slim, beautiful, ugly(oops!) and whatever. There was this guy going around giving random hugs. Hahas. I think my junior friend kind of fell in love with the gay boy. SHH!!

Oh well, I didnt get to stay long. I still had school the next day, and my mother doesnt really know i went all the way over there. OOPS. We got a little lost during our way back home, cause there were some disagreements about how to get home. I clearly remembered the way though. After that whole embarrassing 'ask around for directions thing', i knew where to go.

Despte the ache in my back and legs-Or maybe just about all around my body, Im happy I got to go. Wouldnt miss the next deviant meet.

I dont think i should make this too long, but i cant help it. Once i type/write, i dont like to stop until im fresh out of ideas. But this is a journal entry. I cant be fresh out of ideas. hahas.

DDR AND Para Para!!! Holy that nostalgic feeling came around when i was sitting and watching my school's dance club perform. They werent too bad. Just that they kind of needed more emotion in their dance. So i invited my friend to the arcade with that urge to move around too.

We had so much fun. I cant tell you how i missed my two loveable machines in the arcade. I havent been there in ages. I used to go there nearly every week when i was 14(now going on 16). Hah! I got a little rusty, but still not bad. It reminded me of how i had a life besides physics and writing.

And i want my life back. I WANT MY LIFE BACK. I want to draw, to play, to dance everyday and to type my dearest story, which at the moment im having a writers block, so its on hold. But i suppose, when you have O levels, you cant have your life. Sighs, but fine. I just cant have a life with triple science, can I? Thus, Im forced to be dead on deviantart first.

Ill put everything i love on hold for my exams, just make sure i get good results afterwards. My first serious paper is a week away. Wish me luck.

I just created facebook. Yup, Im that late to create it.

I still have that hunch im going to regret it. Oh well. Anyone has a facebook?

My exams are coming. And im still here, messing about with my story, trying to edit the first book and type the second one. Darn me. Better start revising. Sighs.